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I dug my own grave

I always have dreams almost every night (falling or jumping from high places, losing all my teeth,  dreaming of being late at school, etc) but this dream is different. It's like I’m aware I’m dreaming but there’s nothing I can do to wake up or to make it stop. I was 15 or 16 at the time. I was in a boarding house near my school and I have 4 roommates. The 4 of us share the same room, the room has 2 bunk beds. We have our own restroom and a kitchen. For 4 - 5 days I keep on dreaming of my college Professor whom I dislike. He is so bossy and loves to order us around to do things that are not school related. In my dream, he’s shouting at me and ordering me to carry different things. On the first night, I was carrying a lot of books. Next night I was carrying garden tools like a shovel, watering can, gloves, and plant seeds. This continued for 2 - 3 nights and every time I woke up my arms hurt and they were shaking as if I carried heavy stuff. I am so confused why am I dreaming of him!

Cowardly Brave(Short Poem)



Face everything that scares and hurts you.
coz even you try to run and hide they will still get you...
Face it once and it's gone,
 run and hide
no matter how hard you try
 it will eventually corner you.

 And guess what?
 the faster you run the harder you stumble

 In the end... 
The truth will definitely hurt
 but it will end your agony
and will make you stronger than you'll ever be...
Most of the time, things that can destroy you
will make you tougher

People that you trust will betray and leave you.
Things that you have will be taken away from you.
Face it and end it now!

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