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I dug my own grave

I always have dreams almost every night (falling or jumping from high places, losing all my teeth,  dreaming of being late at school, etc) but this dream is different. It's like I’m aware I’m dreaming but there’s nothing I can do to wake up or to make it stop. I was 15 or 16 at the time. I was in a boarding house near my school and I have 4 roommates. The 4 of us share the same room, the room has 2 bunk beds. We have our own restroom and a kitchen. For 4 - 5 days I keep on dreaming of my college Professor whom I dislike. He is so bossy and loves to order us around to do things that are not school related. In my dream, he’s shouting at me and ordering me to carry different things. On the first night, I was carrying a lot of books. Next night I was carrying garden tools like a shovel, watering can, gloves, and plant seeds. This continued for 2 - 3 nights and every time I woke up my arms hurt and they were shaking as if I carried heavy stuff. I am so confused why am I dreaming of him!

Facts about Anxiety



Anxiety is a general term for several disorders that cause nervousness, fear, apprehension, and worrying. These disorders affect how we feel and behave and can cause physical symptoms.

Other symptoms include muscle tension, headaches, and insomnia. Frequent panic attacks can cause you to fear the anxiety attacks themselves, thereby increasing overall anxiety. The constant state of stress can lead to clinical depression.

As per ADAA you can try these when you're feeling anxious or stressed:



  1. Take a time-out. 
  2. Eat well-balanced meals. ... 
  3. Limit alcohol and caffeine, which can aggravate anxiety and trigger panic attacks. 
  4. Get enough sleep. ... 
  5. Exercise daily to help you feel good and maintain your health. ... 
  6. Take deep breaths. ... 
  7. Count to 10 slowly. ... 
  8. Do your best. 
  9. Accept that you cannot control everything. 
  10. Welcome humor 
  11. Maintain positive attitude in life 
  12. Get involved. Volunteer or find another way to be active 
  13. Distract yourself it’s more fun to exercise while listening to something they enjoy. 
  14. Recruit an “exercise buddy 
  15. Be patient when you start a new exercise program. 


As per WebMB there are type of disorders and also anxiety is an umbrella term that includes different conditions: 




  • Panic disorder. You feel terror that strikes at random. During a panic attack, you may also sweat, have chest pain, and feel palpitations (unusually strong or irregular heartbeats). Sometimes you may feel like you’re choking or having a heart attack
  • Social anxiety disorder. Also called social phobia, this is when you feel overwhelming worry and self-consciousness about everyday social situations. You fixate about others judging you or on being embarrassed or ridiculed. 
  • Specific phobias. You feel intense fear of a specific object or situation, such as heights or flying. The fear goes beyond what’s appropriate and may cause you to avoid ordinary situations. 
  • Generalized anxiety disorder. You feel excessive, unrealistic worry and tension with little or no reason. 


-------Symptoms------
All anxiety disorders share some general symptoms:
  • Panic, fear, and uneasiness 
  • Sleep problems 
  • Not being able to stay calm and still 
  • Cold, sweaty, numb or tingling hands or feet
  • Shortness of breath 
  • Heart palpitations 
  • Dry mouth
  • Nausea
  • Tense muscles 
  • Dizziness


***For me as a person with anxiety, I feel better when sharing what I feel but since I'm also an introvert in terms of showing my weakness I feel a lot better when writing poems and posting them.

*** Note: The information on this post are from different medical web pages. The links are available so you can go directly to there page for more information.



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