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I dug my own grave

I always have dreams almost every night (falling or jumping from high places, losing all my teeth,  dreaming of being late at school, etc) but this dream is different. It's like I’m aware I’m dreaming but there’s nothing I can do to wake up or to make it stop. I was 15 or 16 at the time. I was in a boarding house near my school and I have 4 roommates. The 4 of us share the same room, the room has 2 bunk beds. We have our own restroom and a kitchen. For 4 - 5 days I keep on dreaming of my college Professor whom I dislike. He is so bossy and loves to order us around to do things that are not school related. In my dream, he’s shouting at me and ordering me to carry different things. On the first night, I was carrying a lot of books. Next night I was carrying garden tools like a shovel, watering can, gloves, and plant seeds. This continued for 2 - 3 nights and every time I woke up my arms hurt and they were shaking as if I carried heavy stuff. I am so confused why am I dreaming of him!

Two hearts




Which heart do you have?
the heart that beats
or the heart that loves?

or maybe both...
while it beats it also loves
and while it loves it also breaks...

but which heart can do more good
the heart that beats but doesn't love
or the heart that loves but also breaks?

thus the heart just too scared and weak
to let it just beat
or is it to practical to just let it beating

thus the heart to showy not to be
contented in just beating that it also
wants to love?
or is it just too strong to take the risk
to fall in love
without any assurance of being catch.

whether it loves or breaks the most important
thing is..... 


it BEATS!!!

beats to live...
AND to live means to change...
on how the story of your heart ends.


whether to love or to break or simply beat...

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